May 31, 2008
From today's events I can tell who's there for me, who's not and who I feel is just treating me as a (to be crude) spare tire.
And I finally accepted the fact (after much attempts to ignore so) that I'm both impatient & impulsive. Something has to be done about it, not for others, but for my own sake. I want to change, I want to learn how to be a better person. My change shall start today.
I pissed you off once again and I really didn't mean it. I find that your promising future is getting wasted but oh well what can I say, its your life not mine.
-nIx- @ [[9:52 PM]]
; history that i wished could last a little longer
From today's events I can tell who's there for me, who's not and who I feel is just treating me as a (to be crude) spare tire.
And I finally accepted the fact (after much attempts to ignore so) that I'm both impatient & impulsive. Something has to be done about it, not for others, but for my own sake. I want to change, I want to learn how to be a better person. My change shall start today.
I pissed you off once again and I really didn't mean it. I find that your promising future is getting wasted but oh well what can I say, its your life not mine.
-nIx- @ [[9:52 PM]]
Call me spoilt or whatever but just let me bitch here.
I've never failed anything more than twice my entire life as pertaining to learning something.
I've not failed anything other than silly class tests (in which only 1 or 2 out of an average class size of 60 pass each test) for the past 3 years.
I've friends around me who pass at first attempt.
I think I'm considerably smarter than many people out there but why am I not enough this time round?
Boohoo I'm so demoralised. That's about $700 that could be avoided up till date.
-nIx- @ [[12:26 PM]]
May 29, 2008
Humans, are complex creatures. Once they're captivated and hooked onto whatever entices them, they never want to take a step back to continue living with the norm again unless it's for a greater benefit.
Same goes for me.
Oh, oh, life will never feel the same again.
-nIx- @ [[11:22 PM]]
; the path once ventured
Humans, are complex creatures. Once they're captivated and hooked onto whatever entices them, they never want to take a step back to continue living with the norm again unless it's for a greater benefit.
Same goes for me.
Oh, oh, life will never feel the same again.
-nIx- @ [[11:22 PM]]
May 28, 2008
Random mood swings and plenty of spare time to mull over.
Where is my pay? ):
-nIx- @ [[9:47 PM]]
Random mood swings and plenty of spare time to mull over.
Where is my pay? ):
-nIx- @ [[9:47 PM]]
May 23, 2008
I know people, I haven't blogged for light years and I owe some of you pictures. WAIT! I'm so sorry I've been busy OT-ing and even bringing back work to do over the weekends.
It just feels so weird to have myself accustomed to some things in such a short timeframe but not as well-off now that it has suddenly disappear overnight ; seemingly. Yes, nobody knows what I'm talking, because I don't either. (:
Was so tired last night that I went to sleep straight after my dinner. I wanted to wake up after an hour or so for a small matter (which I requested for) but never managed to muster up enough energy to keep awake for longer than that few seconds before I K.O.-ed back to sleep. ):
My favourite heels officially retired and I spent about $45 at OG today after work. I think I'm left with $50 for the rest of the week (how to survive?). Sob. ):
-nIx- @ [[11:42 PM]]
I know people, I haven't blogged for light years and I owe some of you pictures. WAIT! I'm so sorry I've been busy OT-ing and even bringing back work to do over the weekends.
It just feels so weird to have myself accustomed to some things in such a short timeframe but not as well-off now that it has suddenly disappear overnight ; seemingly. Yes, nobody knows what I'm talking, because I don't either. (:
Was so tired last night that I went to sleep straight after my dinner. I wanted to wake up after an hour or so for a small matter (which I requested for) but never managed to muster up enough energy to keep awake for longer than that few seconds before I K.O.-ed back to sleep. ):
My favourite heels officially retired and I spent about $45 at OG today after work. I think I'm left with $50 for the rest of the week (how to survive?). Sob. ):
-nIx- @ [[11:42 PM]]
May 18, 2008
I guess I'm always the one who's always insensitive to others around me and start blabbering out words that I later wish to take back but too bad, what's done is done.
-nIx- @ [[11:26 PM]]
I guess I'm always the one who's always insensitive to others around me and start blabbering out words that I later wish to take back but too bad, what's done is done.
-nIx- @ [[11:26 PM]]
May 17, 2008
Work's ok so far. I left early, come to think of it, I hope it's not urgent cuz I left early.
-nIx- @ [[12:50 AM]]
Work's ok so far. I left early, come to think of it, I hope it's not urgent cuz I left early.
-nIx- @ [[12:50 AM]]
May 15, 2008
I love bike rides at 120km/hr. It's like a new found freedom and I can't help but grin. Seemingly, it takes all my troubles away for that short moment of time. Mum disagrees totally so forget about telling her how thrilling it is. I've to admit I'm afraid of turns though.
My perfume is still missing, damn.
-nIx- @ [[11:38 PM]]
I love bike rides at 120km/hr. It's like a new found freedom and I can't help but grin. Seemingly, it takes all my troubles away for that short moment of time. Mum disagrees totally so forget about telling her how thrilling it is. I've to admit I'm afraid of turns though.
My perfume is still missing, damn.
-nIx- @ [[11:38 PM]]
May 04, 2008
I wish things would work out somehow.
But it's all but a dream.
-nIx- @ [[1:25 AM]]
I wish things would work out somehow.
But it's all but a dream.
-nIx- @ [[1:25 AM]]
